GodSpeed Sweety!
I knew she would be fine!
It sounds like a cliché statement, but it is real: life is a train that stops at many stations. At each station, it loads and unloads not people and luggage but experiences, memories, emotions, and lessons. With each stop we choose, we decide what to take with us. Sometimes, we unintentionally carry heavy burdens that threaten to break apart and delay our next journey. We move forward slowly, dragging our overloaded baggage until we finally realize we can unload.
It took most of my life to reach this station. Unfortunately, I didn't know I could discard the weight all at once. Instead, I carried it for a long time, believing it was my duty and obligation. As I approached my destination, I resolved not to bear burdens that weren't mine. I no longer wanted to carry others' loads, so I dropped everything and moved on.
In my mind, I traveled back to my childhood room, to the 9-year-old self who was scared, lonely, and desperate for love. I saw her no longer begging but standing firm and steady, ready to move on. Alone but resilient. She understood she might not find love soon but was determined to learn to love herself and those who needed her. Leaving her room, I knew she would be fine. With that assurance, the train left the station, and I embarked on my next journey unburdened.
Dana Obeid